Something to ponder...

I saw something that made my day.

I have been a trainer for quite sometime now and I didn't even bother checking the shared drive of CCT? It is where all scores get saved during new hire training. I finally saw my CCT and PST scorecard like 2 years ago. I didn't realize I had the best scorecard among my co-trainees in CCT and then PST. Back then all I wanted to do was pass. Come to think of it, I really never failed any scorecard after training. For the last 6 months, I also have the best scorecard among us trainers.

There are days when I doubt myself. Really doubt myself. Like lost and so confused. Seeing that buried folder with all the past scores made me realize that I am here because I deserved it. I worked for it and I am worth it. Nobody can tell me otherwise because I know myself. I am certainly not perfect but NOBODY is.

This is probably my last week here in Makati, I have done a wonderful but sometimes thankless job. I should take a bow. No doubts anymore, I think its time for me to go.